Monday, December 12, 2005

Burst My Bubble

Once upon a blog. I think early on when I started this blog, I was on my may to moving to a new town, new job, new life, etc etc etc. Alas, all good things must come to end whether we want them to or not. I am now officially being "let go" of at the office. It was resign or be terminated. How nice! So, darling Adam. My sweetest sweet, has now opened his home to me in my time of dire need. I had not imagined moving in here this way. I had envisioned March when my verbal contract with the land lord was up. Now I am drowning in paperwork at the office, drowning in anxiety, stress, and other such unpleasant things to contemplate, like losing my kick-ass new car I bought myself for my birthday this year. I already know the ex is reveling in this thought, as if to say I told you so. Yet, it doesn't seem so bad when I think I've got Adam who is supporting me in so many ways that I can't quite name them all or fathom just how grateful I should be right now. I don't think losing the job is a total loss, just came at a really shitty time of year. Oh well, I need to go do some internet job searching and resume prepping. Fun-fun-fun.

~ Just me~


...So if I die today I'll be the happy phantom
And I'll go wearin' my naughties like a jewel...
I'm still an angel to a girl who hates to sin